Sometimes a Cup of Cold Water in the Face is the Best Grace

This year my everyday life-amidst all the amazing and wonderful things like weddings and conferences, provision of a home and gracious people blessing my socks off- my everyday life is in disarray. Actually many days it feels like chaos. And I thrive on order. On predictability. And because of this issue, I just wanted to sit down and quit yesterday. But as a dutiful firstborn, I carried on with a less-than-pleasant attitude. (I'm sure you don't do that-ever)

And the light dawned.

She smiled. And I was changed.